It To You (a freewrite) [#ColumbinePoetry] {blocked 3 times by Facebook this weekend}

Where I am and was

is not where you are.

To be where I was

of which got me here

somehow

I avoided you.

I didn't want to do it to you.

I was in negative infinity.

For the affection and assurance of someone who

did 

but did not

deserve it.

I created a jewel for she.

She sold the honor of said creation.

I already sacrificed my jewel.

I didn't want to do it to you.

A few models of the high-end jewel came in conversation.

I elected to let the world bear the cross.

As I watched my adoration fall from truth.

I wanted she to be you.

I needed she to be him.

He help me love you more.

Me love him for helping me love you.

I didn't want to do it to you.

I taste the pin

under fire

slowly and

pleasantly slitting my tongue.

Our French is excused.

But only permitted through waves.

I didn't want to do it to you.

I have paid my debt to society.

My love for you the cost.

This tea

that coffee

the Meds

.

To be enough

it

all there is

for you.

I didn't want to do it to you.

-Jr.

#onandon